10-19-08
The Dark side of the Force is NOT stronger than the Light side of the Force. That is simply one of those unchangeable Truths of the Universe.
The dark side, may be more aggressive, meaner, more violent, and a whole lot scarier. But it is not stronger.
Prejudice is just that, to pre judge. It is an ugly, evil thing. How someone can hate someone, that they have never even met, just amazes me. One, hate is against the Creative forces. Two, it makes absolutely no sense, to like or dislike someone or something that you personally, know nothing about. That is just letting someone else do your thinking for you. It is as ridiculous, as hating some one who happened to be wearing brown shoes, so now you are going to hate everyone who wears brown shoes, and wanting everyone else to hate anyone who wears brown shoes. That kind of thinking is as wrong as any other prejudice. For the most part it means you believed, what someone said, about someone they don't know either. Not a well thought out concept.
You were given a brain to hold the things we are taught, and a mind, to consider the truth of those things for our selves. Of course there are different degrees of prejudice. However, prejudice is a creation of man, not of the Creative force of the Universe. Right along with hatred, greed, jealousy, selfishness and cruelty.
It's become a world where about 3/4th of people think that anyone who is different than they are, are bad, wrong, stupid, evil, corrupt, and every other negative term I can come up with. People who think like this, or anything similar, are sending negative energy out into the Universe, and against the Oneness of Our Creator. They should be ashamed of themselves, but they aren't.
Every single entity on this planet is an individual, and so very precious because they are different than anyone else, identical twins are even different. There are no two people on this Earth who are exactly alike. No two people have the exact same beliefs, if you look, there are discrepancies, they may be small, but they are there. Every country, every culture, every religion, has beautiful aspects, if you just looked for them. But most people don't want to see where we are the same, they want to see where they are different. Why? What is it that they are truly afraid of, and who instilled that fear? Why did some one try so hard to teach them to hate? Maybe people should at least take the time to ask themselves that question.
For the sakes of their own souls, I wish people would just have the courage to move past these superficial differences, and get to know someone before they determine whether they like them as a person or not. We really are all part of the One, and everyone else.
About Me
- Elisi
- In this particular time and space I have 60 years of experience on the Earth. Hopefully with age, comes experience, knowledge and wisdom. I still have a long way to go. I started this writing 9-14-06 to have a place to express my feelings and thoughts regarding my existance here. As I am one of "THOSE PEOPLE" Who consider themselves to be a spiritual entity, having a human experience. I started this wirting being very "Disillusioned" ( 9(1) ) With the Spiritual understanding of Humanity as a whole. As I have moved along on my quest for Spiritual Enlightenment, I have recieved a higher understanding, and I learn more each day. I add to this writing as I have the urge to express my thoughts, my conscepts and my understanding, as my Spiritual Consciousness moves along its Chosen path.
Self 9-29-09
9-29-08
"Self" is the part of us that is not the One, the Creator. Self is who you think you are, not counting spirit, or soul, and your light/love connection to the Creator, and to each other, which lives on eternally after your body dies. Self is the body you were born with, and how you define it. Pretty, ugly, brave, timid, bold, shy, outgoing, athletic, nerdy, intellectual, gentle, bossy, stupid, artistic, pushy, introverted, cute, a gamer, a leader or a follower, and so on. Basically it is the illusion, of who you are. A combination of what you were told you were, the influence others have had on you, and who you think and imagine yourself to be. It has taken your whole life to refine this illusion, and you have worked very hard to become what you believe yourself to be. But you are so much more.
What happens to you in this dimension, is not as important as how you choose to deal with each situation, no matter how large or small. Your intent is most important. Not so much what you do, but the real reason you did what ever it was. Our true, innermost feelings are what raises or lowers our vibration. We actually choose how we act and react, regardless of the kind of life we have. When we leave this life, or this dimension, or both, what we have chosen here, will decide where we go from here. So I think it’s rather important, assuming we actually care what happens next. Choose wisely!
This life here, in this dimension, on the Earth, is an opportunity to learn. If we raise our spiritual consciousness to a high enough level we get to move from the 3rd dimension up to the 4th, or to what ever dimension we were visiting from. (Yes 4th dimensional entities have a real body, it just different than this one.) If we don’t gain in spiritual consciousness enough to move up, we get to born once again, into a third dimension, pick a new body, a new family, a new set of lessons and repeat this same level again. We can make a whole new "self" and see if we can learn more next time. This is reincarnation. It is a gift, a way to try again, if you don’t figure it out the first time, or the hundredth. Of course the idea is that we eventually learn enough to move on, ever higher.
"Self" is the part of us that is not the One, the Creator. Self is who you think you are, not counting spirit, or soul, and your light/love connection to the Creator, and to each other, which lives on eternally after your body dies. Self is the body you were born with, and how you define it. Pretty, ugly, brave, timid, bold, shy, outgoing, athletic, nerdy, intellectual, gentle, bossy, stupid, artistic, pushy, introverted, cute, a gamer, a leader or a follower, and so on. Basically it is the illusion, of who you are. A combination of what you were told you were, the influence others have had on you, and who you think and imagine yourself to be. It has taken your whole life to refine this illusion, and you have worked very hard to become what you believe yourself to be. But you are so much more.
What happens to you in this dimension, is not as important as how you choose to deal with each situation, no matter how large or small. Your intent is most important. Not so much what you do, but the real reason you did what ever it was. Our true, innermost feelings are what raises or lowers our vibration. We actually choose how we act and react, regardless of the kind of life we have. When we leave this life, or this dimension, or both, what we have chosen here, will decide where we go from here. So I think it’s rather important, assuming we actually care what happens next. Choose wisely!
This life here, in this dimension, on the Earth, is an opportunity to learn. If we raise our spiritual consciousness to a high enough level we get to move from the 3rd dimension up to the 4th, or to what ever dimension we were visiting from. (Yes 4th dimensional entities have a real body, it just different than this one.) If we don’t gain in spiritual consciousness enough to move up, we get to born once again, into a third dimension, pick a new body, a new family, a new set of lessons and repeat this same level again. We can make a whole new "self" and see if we can learn more next time. This is reincarnation. It is a gift, a way to try again, if you don’t figure it out the first time, or the hundredth. Of course the idea is that we eventually learn enough to move on, ever higher.
Life And Death 9-18-08
9-18-08
I have been thinking a lot about life and death as we know it here on the Earth. As my own Mother passed from this dimension into the next on 9-11-08. I suppose a lot of people are afraid of dying, because they don't know what awaits them on the other side. We often have a fear of the unknown. Due to the slow vibrations of the Earth our memories are veiled, and we can't, for the most part, consciously remember our experiences outside of this realm, or dimension. We get glimpses in dreams and with our imaginations, from time to time. Only when our spiritual consciousness is raised can we have any real memories of the true past.
Whether or not we believe in reincarnation, does not change the truth.Reincarnation is a Fact of life, and it is a blessing. We have experienced many lives, as we would call them, but physical life is different than our spiritual life. The baby that is born, grows, gets old and dies is your physical body, it is a way for you to experience a physical existence here on Earth. Yes, there is life elsewhere in the Universe, and you may have had experiences other than just on Earth. It may be a hard concept to grasp if we don't believe in reincarnation, but it is true, none the less.
However we also have a Higher Self, a True Self that lives on. An entity that is Spirit or energy, a Soul that lives on, that contains all the experiences, memories and emotions that we had while we lived here on the Earth. We don't loose anything, we take it with us, except for the physical body that is no longer any use to us. The body provided for us here is really just a vehicle of sorts, a way for us to experience and learn all that we are here to learn in this dimension. The body alone, is not all that there is. There is so very much more than just a physical existence.
There are sad things about someone dying of course, but not for the entity that moves on, they are just fine, they have been welcomed back into another dimension by other entities that they love and who love them. Once the transformation is made they have the memories of an eternity of existence. They feel a much greater love than we ever feel here on the Earth. Do they miss us? No, not really, not the way we think of it. The love they have for us is still with them, and unlike many of us, they know we will be together again. It's more like, missing someone when we go on a trip or vacation, it's not a really bad feeling. They know we will be together again soon, so it is not the devastating feeling of loss, that we feel. When we consider "eternity" the time we actually spend in this dimension is really very short, in comparison. We need to try to remember that our concept of time is very different than it is elsewhere in the Universe.
The only truly sad thing about someone dying are the entities left behind on the Earth. We will miss having them with us. We torture ourselves with loneliness, and thoughts of what we could or should have done, that we did not do. We will miss the touch, the physical embrace of that person. We are left with a longing to be with that person again, that is indeed a very sad thing. However, if you can set aside your selfish thoughts, of what you want, desire, and need here and now you would realize they are just fine and actually better off than when they were here. If you could set aside your feelings of loss, you would be able to spend that time being turly grateful for the time you did have together and realize that there is a joy, also to be found in their passing. The stresses of this life are so very difficult.
In actuality they aren't really 'gone'. This is very difficult to try to explain to those who don't understand, or who have a different understanding of life and death, but here it is any way.
Those who are in touch with their spiritual selves, who have raised their spiritual vibration to a certain extent are able to see or feel entities who are on the other side, or in another dimension. (Usually the 4th or 5th ) The more we are able to sort of tune in to that particular channel, the easier it is. First, we have to know that there is a vibration to tune in to, that helps a great deal.
Most of the time we are unable to see them with our inefficient physical eyes, though we may get a glimpse of 'something'. An entity who no longer has a physical three dimensional body must use a great deal of energy to actually manifest into a solid enough form, for our eyes to recognize that there is something there. So, they usually don't bother, unless they feel it would be beneficial for us. This usually happens to just say good bye or to let a loved one know that they are alright, at the time of their passing or just afterward. Occasionally, this happens before someone's passing, if they are in and out of consciousness. Surely we have all known someone who says they have had this experience, whether or not we believed what they told us.
There are people who are able to tune into that channel much better than I can. I am still learning as are we all, who are seeking. We all have the ability to see much more than just what we look at. We actually have the ability at birth before we either learn not to pay attention to it, or we turn it off because it upsets people around us, and they tell us that we are "making it all up". I believe it a terrible injustice that parents do to their children, by teaching them to not tune into the things they don't personally see and hear. Oh well, that's entirely a separate subject. The fact is that no one is ever literally 'gone'. We may not be able to make the connection, or tune into their vibrational frequency with our inefficient physical eyes or brain, but they are there non the less. Nothing ever dies, it just changes. We are still connected, we are all part of each other and the Creator. We are truly One.
Since I am now making this writing public, if you have any questions about what I have written, please e-mail me or leave a comment I can respond to. I will do my best to try to explain the understanding that I have, give you my point of view, or listen to yours, depending on your immediate need or desire. I understand that my thoughts may be different than yours, and that what I have written may actually upset or anger some people. This is not my intention. My intention is to express my thoughts and my own personal understanding based solely on my own experience.
I have been thinking a lot about life and death as we know it here on the Earth. As my own Mother passed from this dimension into the next on 9-11-08. I suppose a lot of people are afraid of dying, because they don't know what awaits them on the other side. We often have a fear of the unknown. Due to the slow vibrations of the Earth our memories are veiled, and we can't, for the most part, consciously remember our experiences outside of this realm, or dimension. We get glimpses in dreams and with our imaginations, from time to time. Only when our spiritual consciousness is raised can we have any real memories of the true past.
Whether or not we believe in reincarnation, does not change the truth.Reincarnation is a Fact of life, and it is a blessing. We have experienced many lives, as we would call them, but physical life is different than our spiritual life. The baby that is born, grows, gets old and dies is your physical body, it is a way for you to experience a physical existence here on Earth. Yes, there is life elsewhere in the Universe, and you may have had experiences other than just on Earth. It may be a hard concept to grasp if we don't believe in reincarnation, but it is true, none the less.
However we also have a Higher Self, a True Self that lives on. An entity that is Spirit or energy, a Soul that lives on, that contains all the experiences, memories and emotions that we had while we lived here on the Earth. We don't loose anything, we take it with us, except for the physical body that is no longer any use to us. The body provided for us here is really just a vehicle of sorts, a way for us to experience and learn all that we are here to learn in this dimension. The body alone, is not all that there is. There is so very much more than just a physical existence.
There are sad things about someone dying of course, but not for the entity that moves on, they are just fine, they have been welcomed back into another dimension by other entities that they love and who love them. Once the transformation is made they have the memories of an eternity of existence. They feel a much greater love than we ever feel here on the Earth. Do they miss us? No, not really, not the way we think of it. The love they have for us is still with them, and unlike many of us, they know we will be together again. It's more like, missing someone when we go on a trip or vacation, it's not a really bad feeling. They know we will be together again soon, so it is not the devastating feeling of loss, that we feel. When we consider "eternity" the time we actually spend in this dimension is really very short, in comparison. We need to try to remember that our concept of time is very different than it is elsewhere in the Universe.
The only truly sad thing about someone dying are the entities left behind on the Earth. We will miss having them with us. We torture ourselves with loneliness, and thoughts of what we could or should have done, that we did not do. We will miss the touch, the physical embrace of that person. We are left with a longing to be with that person again, that is indeed a very sad thing. However, if you can set aside your selfish thoughts, of what you want, desire, and need here and now you would realize they are just fine and actually better off than when they were here. If you could set aside your feelings of loss, you would be able to spend that time being turly grateful for the time you did have together and realize that there is a joy, also to be found in their passing. The stresses of this life are so very difficult.
In actuality they aren't really 'gone'. This is very difficult to try to explain to those who don't understand, or who have a different understanding of life and death, but here it is any way.
Those who are in touch with their spiritual selves, who have raised their spiritual vibration to a certain extent are able to see or feel entities who are on the other side, or in another dimension. (Usually the 4th or 5th ) The more we are able to sort of tune in to that particular channel, the easier it is. First, we have to know that there is a vibration to tune in to, that helps a great deal.
Most of the time we are unable to see them with our inefficient physical eyes, though we may get a glimpse of 'something'. An entity who no longer has a physical three dimensional body must use a great deal of energy to actually manifest into a solid enough form, for our eyes to recognize that there is something there. So, they usually don't bother, unless they feel it would be beneficial for us. This usually happens to just say good bye or to let a loved one know that they are alright, at the time of their passing or just afterward. Occasionally, this happens before someone's passing, if they are in and out of consciousness. Surely we have all known someone who says they have had this experience, whether or not we believed what they told us.
There are people who are able to tune into that channel much better than I can. I am still learning as are we all, who are seeking. We all have the ability to see much more than just what we look at. We actually have the ability at birth before we either learn not to pay attention to it, or we turn it off because it upsets people around us, and they tell us that we are "making it all up". I believe it a terrible injustice that parents do to their children, by teaching them to not tune into the things they don't personally see and hear. Oh well, that's entirely a separate subject. The fact is that no one is ever literally 'gone'. We may not be able to make the connection, or tune into their vibrational frequency with our inefficient physical eyes or brain, but they are there non the less. Nothing ever dies, it just changes. We are still connected, we are all part of each other and the Creator. We are truly One.
Since I am now making this writing public, if you have any questions about what I have written, please e-mail me or leave a comment I can respond to. I will do my best to try to explain the understanding that I have, give you my point of view, or listen to yours, depending on your immediate need or desire. I understand that my thoughts may be different than yours, and that what I have written may actually upset or anger some people. This is not my intention. My intention is to express my thoughts and my own personal understanding based solely on my own experience.
Time and Space 9-08-08
9-08-08
I've been thinking about time and space on this little third dimensional planet. It's no wonder the Human Race is confused about reality. We try to run our lives according to dates and times. Neither one actually exist, as we know it, other than what we have made them into. We have "time" so that we can make appointments. An appointment for work, lunch, a date, a business meeting, a call to prayer, a movie, a wedding, whatever. We took one day, from sunrise to sunrise, divided it up in to 24 parts approximately. If that wasn't enough, we divided each of those into 60 equal sections. Then of all silly things we decided that we would change from one day to the next about 4 or 5 hours after it gets dark. How silly is that. Anyway, we did this so that if someone wanted to meet at 3:15 P.M. everyone would know exactly when that was.
The Calendar we use is call the "The Gregorian Calendar" and was decreed by Pope Gregory XIII after whom it was named, on February 23, 1583 which was a revision of the Roman, Julian Calendar There have been many calendars, including the Civil, Mayan, Chinese, Esceene, and a number of ancient calendars which are more accurate than the one we are now using. Why, because we need to know which day our appointment is on. 3:15 P.M. on Wednesday.
Time is just a concept we invented. It makes things more convenient for us. Which actually amazes me. Time I mean. It doesn't really exist, but it's the one thing no one seems to have enough of, and the one thing they seem to hold sacred. No one ever seems to have time to spare. People are much too busy, they don't want to give you any of their precious time, money maybe, but not their time. They think they don't have enough of it, and say they wish they had more of it. Is this reality? Actually it is, in a way, its "our" reality. Time is something that seems real, because we have made it that way. Albert Einstein once said "The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once." I've thought about this, and I am grateful. This way we have time to love, learn wisdom, and to be of service to others.
I have come to the conclusion after several day of thinking about a way to explain our concept of time as apposed to a more Universal concept of time/space or apace/time and I realize that I am unable to do so. I suppose in the Universal view of things, it doesn't really matter how the inhabitants of this one tiny third dimensional planet thinks about time for its own use. I just wanted to state that our understanding of 'time' is simply a concept, devised strictly for our own use, and that it not a Universal concept. Good grief, I'll leave this for others to try to think about and explain if they have the time.
I've been thinking about time and space on this little third dimensional planet. It's no wonder the Human Race is confused about reality. We try to run our lives according to dates and times. Neither one actually exist, as we know it, other than what we have made them into. We have "time" so that we can make appointments. An appointment for work, lunch, a date, a business meeting, a call to prayer, a movie, a wedding, whatever. We took one day, from sunrise to sunrise, divided it up in to 24 parts approximately. If that wasn't enough, we divided each of those into 60 equal sections. Then of all silly things we decided that we would change from one day to the next about 4 or 5 hours after it gets dark. How silly is that. Anyway, we did this so that if someone wanted to meet at 3:15 P.M. everyone would know exactly when that was.
The Calendar we use is call the "The Gregorian Calendar" and was decreed by Pope Gregory XIII after whom it was named, on February 23, 1583 which was a revision of the Roman, Julian Calendar There have been many calendars, including the Civil, Mayan, Chinese, Esceene, and a number of ancient calendars which are more accurate than the one we are now using. Why, because we need to know which day our appointment is on. 3:15 P.M. on Wednesday.
Time is just a concept we invented. It makes things more convenient for us. Which actually amazes me. Time I mean. It doesn't really exist, but it's the one thing no one seems to have enough of, and the one thing they seem to hold sacred. No one ever seems to have time to spare. People are much too busy, they don't want to give you any of their precious time, money maybe, but not their time. They think they don't have enough of it, and say they wish they had more of it. Is this reality? Actually it is, in a way, its "our" reality. Time is something that seems real, because we have made it that way. Albert Einstein once said "The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once." I've thought about this, and I am grateful. This way we have time to love, learn wisdom, and to be of service to others.
I have come to the conclusion after several day of thinking about a way to explain our concept of time as apposed to a more Universal concept of time/space or apace/time and I realize that I am unable to do so. I suppose in the Universal view of things, it doesn't really matter how the inhabitants of this one tiny third dimensional planet thinks about time for its own use. I just wanted to state that our understanding of 'time' is simply a concept, devised strictly for our own use, and that it not a Universal concept. Good grief, I'll leave this for others to try to think about and explain if they have the time.
Problem Solving 9-6-08
9-6-08
Well I finally figured something out, several months ago that I was missing. I understand it, but I don't know if I can explain it on paper. I've been watching and thinking about a couple of people who seem to have the same problem over and over. The same argument, the same problem at work, the same kind of people coming into their lives that bring other problems.. They seem to fix the immediate problem, and all is well for a time. Then the same problem pops up again. They wonder why the same thing keeps happening over and over.We are hear to learn, the Earth is a school or sorts. We have to learn not just to get past our problems, but to solve them the right way. With love and understanding. Just making the immediate problem go away isn't good enough. Until you have learned the lesson behind the problem, its going to keep coming back. It is going to keep being thrown right in your face, until you realize that there is something that you need to learned here. Which when you look at it the right way, is a good thing. If the situation didn't keep coming up, you might not realize there is a lesson that you needed to learn. How can you learn math if a teacher doesn't give you a problem to solve? If something like this keeps happening over and over again, we need to stop and look within, and ask ourselves what it is that we haven't learned. You may have to go through it another 2 or 3 times with different points of view, until you finally figure it out.
I do know that when you have figured out the cause, and the right solution, it will quit happening. Once you have it right, it's over. Of course there are more lessons you probably have yet to learn, but it won't be this one. If you can stop the anger, and frustration long enough to really look at what is happen and actually ask yourself "what is it I'm suppose to be learning here". Look at it honestly with an open mind, you can figure it out. With each lesson you actually learn, the more enjoyable and peaceful your life becomes. You really can't hide from them, or just pretend they don't keep happening. Just like math class, you have to keep working the same problem, till you not only get the right answer, but you have to know how you got the answer. Then poof, its gone. It is such a relief when you realize that it never has to happen again. Having more joy and peace in my life, is always a very welcome thing for which I am truly grateful.
We always want our problems to just go away, so we can forget about them. We also want to put "the Blame" somewhere else. "She said this" or, "He said that" or "do you know what they did?" We never want to think that we are doing, or not doing something to bring these constant problems on ourselves. That is where trying to raise your consciousness comes in, so we can get a much larger over all view of any given situation. Instead of the narrow, sightedness of just our small point of view that we have from where we stand. You really can't see much from there, you need to try to raise up and really look around, see what a situation looks like from all sides, then you can better tell what it is that you are actually looking at. Finding the peace within you that you know should be there, is a lovely reunion. The joy it gives you is well worth the search.
I know, I know, but you really don't have much control over the rest of the world. Just because there is so much anger, hate, prejudice and injustice out there, is not a good reason for your not finding peace, within your self. If you put in the work to make yourself right with the Universe, everything else is easier to handle. When you have a good solid foundation to stand on, it's a lot harder for the world to shake you up or knock you down. Not that it still won't try to sneak up on you, it will, but when you are calm, you can think more clearly, at least your next step will be in the right direction. Seems worth while to me.
Well I finally figured something out, several months ago that I was missing. I understand it, but I don't know if I can explain it on paper. I've been watching and thinking about a couple of people who seem to have the same problem over and over. The same argument, the same problem at work, the same kind of people coming into their lives that bring other problems.. They seem to fix the immediate problem, and all is well for a time. Then the same problem pops up again. They wonder why the same thing keeps happening over and over.We are hear to learn, the Earth is a school or sorts. We have to learn not just to get past our problems, but to solve them the right way. With love and understanding. Just making the immediate problem go away isn't good enough. Until you have learned the lesson behind the problem, its going to keep coming back. It is going to keep being thrown right in your face, until you realize that there is something that you need to learned here. Which when you look at it the right way, is a good thing. If the situation didn't keep coming up, you might not realize there is a lesson that you needed to learn. How can you learn math if a teacher doesn't give you a problem to solve? If something like this keeps happening over and over again, we need to stop and look within, and ask ourselves what it is that we haven't learned. You may have to go through it another 2 or 3 times with different points of view, until you finally figure it out.
I do know that when you have figured out the cause, and the right solution, it will quit happening. Once you have it right, it's over. Of course there are more lessons you probably have yet to learn, but it won't be this one. If you can stop the anger, and frustration long enough to really look at what is happen and actually ask yourself "what is it I'm suppose to be learning here". Look at it honestly with an open mind, you can figure it out. With each lesson you actually learn, the more enjoyable and peaceful your life becomes. You really can't hide from them, or just pretend they don't keep happening. Just like math class, you have to keep working the same problem, till you not only get the right answer, but you have to know how you got the answer. Then poof, its gone. It is such a relief when you realize that it never has to happen again. Having more joy and peace in my life, is always a very welcome thing for which I am truly grateful.
We always want our problems to just go away, so we can forget about them. We also want to put "the Blame" somewhere else. "She said this" or, "He said that" or "do you know what they did?" We never want to think that we are doing, or not doing something to bring these constant problems on ourselves. That is where trying to raise your consciousness comes in, so we can get a much larger over all view of any given situation. Instead of the narrow, sightedness of just our small point of view that we have from where we stand. You really can't see much from there, you need to try to raise up and really look around, see what a situation looks like from all sides, then you can better tell what it is that you are actually looking at. Finding the peace within you that you know should be there, is a lovely reunion. The joy it gives you is well worth the search.
I know, I know, but you really don't have much control over the rest of the world. Just because there is so much anger, hate, prejudice and injustice out there, is not a good reason for your not finding peace, within your self. If you put in the work to make yourself right with the Universe, everything else is easier to handle. When you have a good solid foundation to stand on, it's a lot harder for the world to shake you up or knock you down. Not that it still won't try to sneak up on you, it will, but when you are calm, you can think more clearly, at least your next step will be in the right direction. Seems worth while to me.
Coming Out 9-05-08
9-05-08
For two year I’ve been keeping my thoughts private, and it may have been a very wise thing to do. There seems to be a strange feeling in the ‘force’ today, not really bad, more irritating. I’ve check the Sun cam. And the Earthquake site. I don’t see anything particularly strange. I guess it’s just me. I feel a little strange now thinking someone else might read this. I am not a writer, my Son is, my Daughter is, I really am not. Oh well, I am going to just keep writing to my self alone, and you can just read it if you want to. My thoughts get really scattered sometimes, but writing them is how I straighten them out.
Sometimes, I actually just type what I hear. I type much faster than I can write by hand, so the computer makes more sense.
Today I’m having a little trouble, getting past the barriers I usually go through, to get where I like to be, when I’m meditating. Maybe I’m just tired, I didn’t sleep.
Peace an love to you all. I have to just get back to doing what I do.
For two year I’ve been keeping my thoughts private, and it may have been a very wise thing to do. There seems to be a strange feeling in the ‘force’ today, not really bad, more irritating. I’ve check the Sun cam. And the Earthquake site. I don’t see anything particularly strange. I guess it’s just me. I feel a little strange now thinking someone else might read this. I am not a writer, my Son is, my Daughter is, I really am not. Oh well, I am going to just keep writing to my self alone, and you can just read it if you want to. My thoughts get really scattered sometimes, but writing them is how I straighten them out.
Sometimes, I actually just type what I hear. I type much faster than I can write by hand, so the computer makes more sense.
Today I’m having a little trouble, getting past the barriers I usually go through, to get where I like to be, when I’m meditating. Maybe I’m just tired, I didn’t sleep.
Peace an love to you all. I have to just get back to doing what I do.
Helping Others 8-14-08
8-14-08
This has been a very enlightening month for me. I admit I am still disappointed in the personal progress many have made, or the lack there of. I understand that it is their choice, at least to those who realize that there is a choice to be made. Not to choose is, in itself, a choice. I realize that it is not my place to approve or disapprove of their choices, however I also understand that each individual choice affects everyone on this planet and in turn the entire Universe. Due to this fact, it is my responsibility, my duty and my honor, to make a positive difference where I can, even if it is only to try to get others to think for themselves, and to know there is more to think about than their own little worlds. Also I know that Free Will is a gift to each of us individually, and that no one has the right to interfere with the choices that we make, unless it is to protect the free will of another. How to guide another entity toward a more positive outcome, without interfering, was the question.
Patience of course is part of the answer, that in time others might see...but time, now is limited in this dimension. Time of course is one of those Material Laws that only exists as we know it on this plane, in this dimension. Our concept of "Time" does not exist else where in the Universe, and therefor is truly not as important as we have imagined it to be. However, here is where my spirit presently resides, and I would like each of us to make the best of the imaginary time and space that we have left.
I feel, of course, as we probably all do, that I have come so far, and tried for so long, and learned so very much, that I should be able to share the benefit of my vast knowledge, and due to that knowledge, I have the right to teach others with less understanding. Hahahaaaa. Oh if it were only true, and I wish it were. Number one of course, is that I have no right to try to teach anyone anything. All of us have the right to try to learn, but not to teach. Number two is the fact, that I could be totally wrong. Just because a child of 10, has vastly more experience than say, a 5 year old, does not mean that they are able to properly guide them to a fulfilling adulthood. My progression back to Universal Oneness is still very much in its infancy. Yes, I have what I feel is an understanding, which is growing daily, as it should be, when one is on an earnest quest for truth. However in that quest for truth, both good and bad, there is also the profound knowledge that I have a very long way to go, as do we all who are here at this particular space in our evolution.
To allow anyone, no matter how lost, to believe, or even to think for a moment that I have real "answers" to anything would in itself be a lie and an injustice. That enlightened, I definitely am not. Nor will I be for what is probably a googleplex of what we consider years, and then only if I am on the right path to find those truths. Whewwww, that made me wonder if I knew anything at all. But lost I am not! Lost is not searching. Lost is sitting still, waiting to be found. Lost is not knowing that there is a light to be found in the darkness. I am not lost! The Infinite Intelligence of the Universe knows exactly where I am, there for I am not lost. Do I know how to get home from here, not exactly, but all paths lead to the same place eventually. Some just take a lot longer than others. If our journeys were too short, we woulden't have time to learn anything along the way, and come home empty handed. Also, not ideal.
Back to the original question of helping others along the way, without imposing my will, or interfering with theirs. I have decided that it is acceptable for me to offer what help I can, to assist with the needs or desires of another. If, and only if, someone asks for me to share my understanding with them, that they may better decide for themselves, what path to take, then I may do so. I can even let someone know that I may have thoughts that could be different than theirs, and that I am willing to share those thoughts if they are interested in the ideas of another. Then, at that point, I have done all I can, and must wait for them to come to me. It is for me only to let them know that there is an open door with unselfish love inside, but they must enter on their own, and be free to leave when they choose. I, on the other hand must be ready and able to simply let go, if they choose other wise. The time and effort I choose to invest in any one entity is not their problem, it was my choice, of my own free will. They must not be held accountable for any unfulfilled desires on my part. Other than this, the only thing I may do, is to show by example, the greatness of unselfish love. I also must be wise enough to only open the door to those who are truly seeking the Law of One, even if they don't know the name, and to know the difference. To open myself to those who want to learn to also give and be of service to others, and realize, as much as I wish otherwise, that there are many who are just not ready, and must find another path.
Truly, I think the path I have chosen to be the right one, and it is, for me. If I did not believe this to be true, surely I would have forsaken this path for another by now, as this is a difficult road to travel. The further I get, the greater the obstacles, but greater are the rewards also. There are much easier paths to take, and since they all lead to the same destination, the temptation to take a less strenuous way is sometimes a desire, albeit a shortly lived one. I do not want it to take an eternity to get to where I am going. I only want to spend an eternity wrapped in the loving warmth. I can rest when I get home.
This has been a very enlightening month for me. I admit I am still disappointed in the personal progress many have made, or the lack there of. I understand that it is their choice, at least to those who realize that there is a choice to be made. Not to choose is, in itself, a choice. I realize that it is not my place to approve or disapprove of their choices, however I also understand that each individual choice affects everyone on this planet and in turn the entire Universe. Due to this fact, it is my responsibility, my duty and my honor, to make a positive difference where I can, even if it is only to try to get others to think for themselves, and to know there is more to think about than their own little worlds. Also I know that Free Will is a gift to each of us individually, and that no one has the right to interfere with the choices that we make, unless it is to protect the free will of another. How to guide another entity toward a more positive outcome, without interfering, was the question.
Patience of course is part of the answer, that in time others might see...but time, now is limited in this dimension. Time of course is one of those Material Laws that only exists as we know it on this plane, in this dimension. Our concept of "Time" does not exist else where in the Universe, and therefor is truly not as important as we have imagined it to be. However, here is where my spirit presently resides, and I would like each of us to make the best of the imaginary time and space that we have left.
I feel, of course, as we probably all do, that I have come so far, and tried for so long, and learned so very much, that I should be able to share the benefit of my vast knowledge, and due to that knowledge, I have the right to teach others with less understanding. Hahahaaaa. Oh if it were only true, and I wish it were. Number one of course, is that I have no right to try to teach anyone anything. All of us have the right to try to learn, but not to teach. Number two is the fact, that I could be totally wrong. Just because a child of 10, has vastly more experience than say, a 5 year old, does not mean that they are able to properly guide them to a fulfilling adulthood. My progression back to Universal Oneness is still very much in its infancy. Yes, I have what I feel is an understanding, which is growing daily, as it should be, when one is on an earnest quest for truth. However in that quest for truth, both good and bad, there is also the profound knowledge that I have a very long way to go, as do we all who are here at this particular space in our evolution.
To allow anyone, no matter how lost, to believe, or even to think for a moment that I have real "answers" to anything would in itself be a lie and an injustice. That enlightened, I definitely am not. Nor will I be for what is probably a googleplex of what we consider years, and then only if I am on the right path to find those truths. Whewwww, that made me wonder if I knew anything at all. But lost I am not! Lost is not searching. Lost is sitting still, waiting to be found. Lost is not knowing that there is a light to be found in the darkness. I am not lost! The Infinite Intelligence of the Universe knows exactly where I am, there for I am not lost. Do I know how to get home from here, not exactly, but all paths lead to the same place eventually. Some just take a lot longer than others. If our journeys were too short, we woulden't have time to learn anything along the way, and come home empty handed. Also, not ideal.
Back to the original question of helping others along the way, without imposing my will, or interfering with theirs. I have decided that it is acceptable for me to offer what help I can, to assist with the needs or desires of another. If, and only if, someone asks for me to share my understanding with them, that they may better decide for themselves, what path to take, then I may do so. I can even let someone know that I may have thoughts that could be different than theirs, and that I am willing to share those thoughts if they are interested in the ideas of another. Then, at that point, I have done all I can, and must wait for them to come to me. It is for me only to let them know that there is an open door with unselfish love inside, but they must enter on their own, and be free to leave when they choose. I, on the other hand must be ready and able to simply let go, if they choose other wise. The time and effort I choose to invest in any one entity is not their problem, it was my choice, of my own free will. They must not be held accountable for any unfulfilled desires on my part. Other than this, the only thing I may do, is to show by example, the greatness of unselfish love. I also must be wise enough to only open the door to those who are truly seeking the Law of One, even if they don't know the name, and to know the difference. To open myself to those who want to learn to also give and be of service to others, and realize, as much as I wish otherwise, that there are many who are just not ready, and must find another path.
Truly, I think the path I have chosen to be the right one, and it is, for me. If I did not believe this to be true, surely I would have forsaken this path for another by now, as this is a difficult road to travel. The further I get, the greater the obstacles, but greater are the rewards also. There are much easier paths to take, and since they all lead to the same destination, the temptation to take a less strenuous way is sometimes a desire, albeit a shortly lived one. I do not want it to take an eternity to get to where I am going. I only want to spend an eternity wrapped in the loving warmth. I can rest when I get home.
Progresion and Evolution 7-19-08
7-19-08
My Computer died, and this writing was lost in cyber space for almost one year. I continued my work, but not my writing. Now that it has been recovered, and without attempting to retrace the trail of learning and insight of the last year. I am continuing to write my thoughts as they progress. As it is not my intention that this be read by anyone other than myself, I seen no need to try to fill in the missing year. I know where I was, and where I am now. I was not lost, only the writing was misplaced.
Reading back, I have decided, that all this is a natural part of our progression and evolution.
As we get closer to moving into a higher vibrational dimension, (the 4th) Many more entities, both the extremely Positive and enlightened, and the very Negative, materialist, controlling entities want to advance to a higher level. Incarnating at this time, to be here during the magnetic energy shift the Earth is going through. It is a choice to be here with the hope that they will be raised to a higher vibrational level also. A whole new dimension of thought, and spirit, a new way to BE. I wish them well.
It’s like playing a video game, and if you have played long and hard, and learned the secrets the creator put in the game, you come to a point where you can advance to the next, or higher, level. Like a door with a key, which was hidden somewhere on the level you are playing. If you don’t play well enough, you don’t make it to the end of the level, so you have to keep playing until you get there. If you get to the end of the level, but you haven’t found the key, you have to go back and find it. If you make it to the end of the level, and have found the key, you can move on. The rules are simple, the game isn’t.
99.99999% of the entities playing, have played this game before, some innumerable times. They found the key to the 1st and 2nd level, are now playing on the 3rd. They want very badly to find the key to this one, so they can move on to a new and advanced, revised level. Most have played this same level so many times that by now they should know where the pitfalls are, all the secret doors that they have found before. They should know how to find the treasures, and how to either fight or hide from the enemies. They feel that they are prepared, due to all this prior knowledge they have gained by playing so long. They are determined to play again, find the key this time and make it to the end of the level. Then beyond. This is every entities last chance to finish this level and move on before the new game starts. Now that the new game has become available to the public with the new, and improved graphics, that give the player possibilities that have only dreamed of on this level, with improved interactive color and sound, and a more advanced way to view the game, instead of just a 3 dimensional map.
If they don’t hurry and make it through this level, they will miss the opportunity to start playing the next new revised and upcoming game. So they are making what could be called a ‘mass exodus’ to be here, on the Earth at this time, to find the key, open the door, and finally get past this level into the next dimension.
My Computer died, and this writing was lost in cyber space for almost one year. I continued my work, but not my writing. Now that it has been recovered, and without attempting to retrace the trail of learning and insight of the last year. I am continuing to write my thoughts as they progress. As it is not my intention that this be read by anyone other than myself, I seen no need to try to fill in the missing year. I know where I was, and where I am now. I was not lost, only the writing was misplaced.
Reading back, I have decided, that all this is a natural part of our progression and evolution.
As we get closer to moving into a higher vibrational dimension, (the 4th) Many more entities, both the extremely Positive and enlightened, and the very Negative, materialist, controlling entities want to advance to a higher level. Incarnating at this time, to be here during the magnetic energy shift the Earth is going through. It is a choice to be here with the hope that they will be raised to a higher vibrational level also. A whole new dimension of thought, and spirit, a new way to BE. I wish them well.
It’s like playing a video game, and if you have played long and hard, and learned the secrets the creator put in the game, you come to a point where you can advance to the next, or higher, level. Like a door with a key, which was hidden somewhere on the level you are playing. If you don’t play well enough, you don’t make it to the end of the level, so you have to keep playing until you get there. If you get to the end of the level, but you haven’t found the key, you have to go back and find it. If you make it to the end of the level, and have found the key, you can move on. The rules are simple, the game isn’t.
99.99999% of the entities playing, have played this game before, some innumerable times. They found the key to the 1st and 2nd level, are now playing on the 3rd. They want very badly to find the key to this one, so they can move on to a new and advanced, revised level. Most have played this same level so many times that by now they should know where the pitfalls are, all the secret doors that they have found before. They should know how to find the treasures, and how to either fight or hide from the enemies. They feel that they are prepared, due to all this prior knowledge they have gained by playing so long. They are determined to play again, find the key this time and make it to the end of the level. Then beyond. This is every entities last chance to finish this level and move on before the new game starts. Now that the new game has become available to the public with the new, and improved graphics, that give the player possibilities that have only dreamed of on this level, with improved interactive color and sound, and a more advanced way to view the game, instead of just a 3 dimensional map.
If they don’t hurry and make it through this level, they will miss the opportunity to start playing the next new revised and upcoming game. So they are making what could be called a ‘mass exodus’ to be here, on the Earth at this time, to find the key, open the door, and finally get past this level into the next dimension.
Another Step Up 7-12-08
7-12-08
I have been moving further from my little world, from the Earth, from the Solar System, from The Milky Way Galaxy. Further into the creation of all things, yet with the understanding that every thought, every emotion, every act I make affects the Whole, The One. I have learned how very precious each life force, each soul, each spirit (what ever term you prefer) is to the Creative force of the Universe. We are all part of it, and it is part of us. We are literally One! I the idea that we are separate, in any way is an illusion, simply because we have become blind to the truth, and refuse to see.
A Question Of Good And Evil 6-29-07
6-29-07
I understand that there must be a balance. There would be no such thing as good, if there wasn’t a bad. No light without darkness. No up without a down etc., But the evil I see in the Earth, seems dominate. I am finding more beauty and love in the Earth than I use to, and thank goodness I can feel it too, and it is divinely wonderful. I’m not belittling that in any way. However, the evil that I am seeing is so complete, without any compassion at all, totally shameless. I was wondering, can there be living entities, with absolutely no light, no spirit, no soul? How can their bodies even function? What keeps them "alive"? If all are One, does there also have to be a Nothing, a void, a total darkness, without light? I thought the darker souls, were just very lost, the light buried so deeply that it forgot how to shine, forgot its origin, forgot it was One. Is there an evil, so dark, that light can’t even penetrate, or is it a choice? Maybe there is a total darkness that can only exist in the void or by inhabiting Earthly bodies in this Material plane, in order to "feel alive". Can there be entities, so deeply engulfed by darkness that Power in the Material plane is their only driving force?
I’ve known entities who were driven by that force, but who could fight it, if they chose to do so. Most do, at least to some degree. There has always been evil in the Earth, maybe they are reincarnating in the Earth in such large numbers at this time for some supposed purpose. I can’t and don’t fear the "dark side of the force" I can only feel so very sorry for entity and those they harm and kill, and about the things they destroy. I am sure that the Earth, won’t take much more, and will have to rid Herself of this virus soon, before they completely destroy Her resources. Then, again, She has had to start all over before. Maybe she has made that same choice again. I hope She doesn’t choose total devastation, because there are also many enlightened entities who love Her, for the beautiful creation that She is, and are more than willing to help Her rebuild. But one way or another, something must be done. Soon. I guess I’ll have to give all this more thought.
Interesting place to have been led...well, there must be something I need to find there.
I understand that there must be a balance. There would be no such thing as good, if there wasn’t a bad. No light without darkness. No up without a down etc., But the evil I see in the Earth, seems dominate. I am finding more beauty and love in the Earth than I use to, and thank goodness I can feel it too, and it is divinely wonderful. I’m not belittling that in any way. However, the evil that I am seeing is so complete, without any compassion at all, totally shameless. I was wondering, can there be living entities, with absolutely no light, no spirit, no soul? How can their bodies even function? What keeps them "alive"? If all are One, does there also have to be a Nothing, a void, a total darkness, without light? I thought the darker souls, were just very lost, the light buried so deeply that it forgot how to shine, forgot its origin, forgot it was One. Is there an evil, so dark, that light can’t even penetrate, or is it a choice? Maybe there is a total darkness that can only exist in the void or by inhabiting Earthly bodies in this Material plane, in order to "feel alive". Can there be entities, so deeply engulfed by darkness that Power in the Material plane is their only driving force?
I’ve known entities who were driven by that force, but who could fight it, if they chose to do so. Most do, at least to some degree. There has always been evil in the Earth, maybe they are reincarnating in the Earth in such large numbers at this time for some supposed purpose. I can’t and don’t fear the "dark side of the force" I can only feel so very sorry for entity and those they harm and kill, and about the things they destroy. I am sure that the Earth, won’t take much more, and will have to rid Herself of this virus soon, before they completely destroy Her resources. Then, again, She has had to start all over before. Maybe she has made that same choice again. I hope She doesn’t choose total devastation, because there are also many enlightened entities who love Her, for the beautiful creation that She is, and are more than willing to help Her rebuild. But one way or another, something must be done. Soon. I guess I’ll have to give all this more thought.
Interesting place to have been led...well, there must be something I need to find there.
Those Who Don't Know They Are Lost 6-17-07
6-15-07
Re reading that brought up another realization. "Those who do not know that they are lost, DO NOT want to be rescued". They are pretty emphatic about it too.
Re reading that brought up another realization. "Those who do not know that they are lost, DO NOT want to be rescued". They are pretty emphatic about it too.
Lost and Found 6-15-07
6-16-07
I think that I have always known I was lost. When I was in the 1st grade in school, the teacher wrote on my report card "Does not play well with others", and I didn’t. I didn’t understand why other people behaved the way they did. They did and said things and behaved in a manner that was against my true nature. I wanted them to like me, but they didn’t. I was too young and too inexperienced to understand why. To be in harmony with them, I had to change my vibration. I had to pretend to be what they wanted me to be. I tried to go against my nature, to be something other than what I was, in order to try to feel like I "belonged" somewhere, any where. I thought it would be better than feeling so alone, so separated from everyone and everything. For a while there, I developed several different personalities, so I could be who other people want me to be. Just like a radio, I learned to change the station to a different frequency, a different vibration, in order to be what other people wanted to tune into. I almost forgot who I was.
One day I made a hurried attempt to change the station for someone, but I could not remember which one it was. As I scanned up and down the dial, frantically looking, I suddenly realized what I was doing, and that I hated the game I was playing. I took a break from the game. I disassociated my self from everyone. I spent all my personal time alone, remembering who I was. I sorted out the differences in what I was taught and what I knew to be true. It was a long and hard task, but I found my self again. I wasn’t lost. I was just temporally misplaced. Other people thought I was having a problem, but instead I was finding the answer.
I have raised my consciousness level many times since then. Some small jumps, some big leaps. I then always see things from a new, higher and wider point of view. The increased point of view, gives me more knowledge, and a greater understanding of how things all work together as One. That Understanding raises my vibration, which leads to a higher consciousness and I continue to move forward on my chosen path.
Just knowing that we are all One, is not enough, it’s a really good start, but just knowledge, with out actually being, isn’t enough. I have to actually BE. Oneness, is in the Being, not in the Knowing.
I think that I have always known I was lost. When I was in the 1st grade in school, the teacher wrote on my report card "Does not play well with others", and I didn’t. I didn’t understand why other people behaved the way they did. They did and said things and behaved in a manner that was against my true nature. I wanted them to like me, but they didn’t. I was too young and too inexperienced to understand why. To be in harmony with them, I had to change my vibration. I had to pretend to be what they wanted me to be. I tried to go against my nature, to be something other than what I was, in order to try to feel like I "belonged" somewhere, any where. I thought it would be better than feeling so alone, so separated from everyone and everything. For a while there, I developed several different personalities, so I could be who other people want me to be. Just like a radio, I learned to change the station to a different frequency, a different vibration, in order to be what other people wanted to tune into. I almost forgot who I was.
One day I made a hurried attempt to change the station for someone, but I could not remember which one it was. As I scanned up and down the dial, frantically looking, I suddenly realized what I was doing, and that I hated the game I was playing. I took a break from the game. I disassociated my self from everyone. I spent all my personal time alone, remembering who I was. I sorted out the differences in what I was taught and what I knew to be true. It was a long and hard task, but I found my self again. I wasn’t lost. I was just temporally misplaced. Other people thought I was having a problem, but instead I was finding the answer.
I have raised my consciousness level many times since then. Some small jumps, some big leaps. I then always see things from a new, higher and wider point of view. The increased point of view, gives me more knowledge, and a greater understanding of how things all work together as One. That Understanding raises my vibration, which leads to a higher consciousness and I continue to move forward on my chosen path.
Just knowing that we are all One, is not enough, it’s a really good start, but just knowledge, with out actually being, isn’t enough. I have to actually BE. Oneness, is in the Being, not in the Knowing.
An Attempt To Explain Our Existance 5-31-07
5-31-07
IF I HAD TO TRY TO EXPLAIN OUR EXISTENCE IN THIS REALM..... Hummm...
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5-31-07 / revised 6-4-07
Maybe, all this mumbo jumbo, seems a bit strange to you? Maybe it makes perfect sense, and you have traveled a very similar journey many times. If so, just come along for the ride, it won’t take long. Lets try a different game that just deals with "expanding your imagination". Maybe it will make more sense, if it doesn’t already. Just play and bear with me a moment. This will be a short game, and you can get right back to the one you are use to playing.
Lets put this in game form, on a very small scale. Imagine, here, we have our Sun, the light of the Earth. Now imagine 8 billion very, very slow burning candles, that aren’t lit. They have no life, no flame, no energy to make them feel alive like the Sun. You are one candle. Light your candle from the energy of the sun (others will do the same), remembering that the Sun does not have to share its flame. The Suns light and energy are freely given to all who ask for it. Since the Sun already has energy, It understands, your desire, because with energy, comes knowledge. Limited though it may be. Once the flame is given, be grateful for this loving gift, to light your way in the darkness. Without the flame, you would not have the energy needed to move, learn or interact. So this is a very great gift, indeed.
There is now more light. The Sun has not diminished, nor has it grown. Your light takes nothing from it. The Sun is its own energy source. Your light is simply shared energy, it does not belong to you, it is part of the Sun. The candle and wick are merely the material needed to carry the flame. Without the flame, you are a glob of wax and a wick.. Your light was neither born, nor does it die. If separated from your wick, it either moves on and becomes absorbed into something else, changes its form, or returns to the source from which it came. Energy cannot die.
Then, in time, the Earth rotates, you can no longer see the Sun. It would be a very dark place indeed, if the sun had not chosen to share its light, and energy. Again you should be grateful because the Sun knew the Earth would rotate, you didn’t, you are just a glob of wax and a wick. Now that you have your own flame and you no longer see the Sun, you forget about the Sun, and the source of your flame, it seems to be unimportant, you have what you needed from the Sun. The rest, you are able to take from the Earth. Not knowing, that you are part of the Earth. You are sure it must have been put there, for your use, free for the taking. The Earth doesn’t seem to object to you taking what she has so carefully created. Keeping a perfect balance, with all that She has been given to care for.
You don’t realize that the Earth is a living breathing, moving entity, who has worked for millions of years, to create all that She has become. She has her own energy, and also receives loving energy from the Sun, which She uses to make things grow. The energy of the Earth moves so very slowly, that you are unable to see the Earths light. However, you may realize that there is an energy of some kind, moving within this realm, but since you can’t see the Earths actual flame, as you do yours, She seems not be very important.
Actually, the Earth could survive better without you. You really would not be misses. You were just part of the Earth, created here, by the Earths Bees and some plant fiber. They could make more of you in no time at all. However, due to the Suns unselfish love, you also have knowledge and awareness of your self, and others. Becoming much more than you were. The Earth, knowing Her sources of energy, and recognizing the same source in your flame, welcomes the company, out of unselfish love for the source of that energy, and her own creation. The Earth is like a mother, freely giving, out of love and understanding for the light you carry with you. The Earth is an entity unto its self, but knows She needs the Suns energy to continue be all that She has become, just as without your flame you are a glob of wax, and a wick.
Because of your limited knowledge and vibration, you cannot see the light of the Earth, therefor, you feel you are superior to the Earth, and being superior, are free to take what you want, without giving anything back to the Earth. You feel no connection to the Earth. Because of your living flame, you are free to move about the Earth. To you, the Earth doesn’t seem to move at all. With your limited knowledge and experience, you cannot imagine the vastness of the path She is on. The Earth, has the same desires you do to survive, but She has much more experience. She has learned that in order to survive, she must maintain a balance in all things. You on the other hand, think you are only responsible for yourself. The Earth is very old, wise, loving, tolerant and long suffering. She works hard to rebuild what you and 8 billion other candles are taking, polluting, and killing with the careless use of your flame. What you don’t seem to realize, is that if you take without giving, like any virus, the Earth will try to rid herself of your presence. Separate you from your flame, and put you back where you came from. The Earth can be very violent, when she needs to be for survival. We all seem to be able to have a greater untapped strength, when our existence is at stake.
Alas, your light still remembers being the Sun, though it no longer has the power, it once did, needed to reach the ends of the Universe. Maybe you feel this longing, this loss of power, through your connection with the flame. If you group together with other candles, the light seems brighter, gives more light, feels less alone, and this gives some comfort to the flame. But your light knows it is not what it once was, only a very small reflection of itself, and now it feels trapped in the slow moving vibration of your glob of wax. Of course, you don’t really care, because all you know is that you have more power than you use to, and that you like it. Imagine, the war inside you. The flame wanting to be what it once was, and you wanting to hold on to it for your own selfish existence, which is nothing much without the flame. Inner turmoil, anger, defiance, the candle screaming, this flame is MINE. You struggle , holding tightly to the flame, keeping it more confined, hoping it will forget where it came from, making it a slave to your will. Trying to keep it from being what it is. So you get involved in the game of life in this plane of existence, making believe it is what ever you want it to be, and holding tight to your flame of life.
Now, here is the Biggie. You are a glob of wax and a wick. An important part of the Earth to be sure, and if your flame is gone, you will return to the Earth, and become a part of it again. Your actions, emotions, experiences, loves, and losses, are experienced by the energy flame and are now a part of the flame. The flame is now more than it once was. When released from the wick, will return eventually, to become what it once was, just as you will return to what you once were. Nothing dies. Ever. This is a Universal Law, it cannot be changed. You, the selfish you, that you thought you were, when you thought you and the flame were one, are nothing more than when you started. But your life source, your flame, your energy, now encompassing all else that you thought you were, besides a glob of wax and a wick, must move on.
Though very long lasting, candles are not eternal, in and of themselves. Don’t worry though, you will still exist, but not quite as the tall candle you once were. After all, you have been slowly melting droplets of wax, all over the place, and your wick has been changing into carbon, ash, and other elements. You used the flame for energy, life and knowledge, temporary though it may have been. The flame used you for fuel, so you could both move and experience all that the Earth has to offer. I guess that no one could explain that to you before you had life and knowledge. But once you had knowledge, I’m sure you had that understanding, if you were paying attention at all.
Due to the flames higher vibration, when released from the boundaries of the Earth, eventually moves back to the source, with an added point of view, a new knowledge, a new understanding. If this point of view, this new vibration, that the flame has allowed to become part of itself, is the same as the vibration of the Sun, it can become the Sun again, Just as it was in the beginning. The Sun is what it is, It is not going to change, nor lower its vibration, according to your imagination, but it can have an additional point of view, there by expanding its experience. If it is not the same vibration as the Sun, the flame will have to rid itself of the slower, selfish, imagined vibrations that you added to it, so that it can return to the source of its power, to again become One with the Sun . One complete source of light and energy, as it has always been. If your vibration is not an in harmony with the vibration of the Sun, everything you did, felt, accomplished, lost, loved and hated, will be lost forever, as just the imagination of a glob of wax and a wick.
Imagine now, if you had only realized in the beginning, that the only true living part of you, that would continue to move forward, and not be bogged down by the slower vibration of the Earth, was the flame, that the Sun had shared, maybe.........just maybe, you would have thought and moved in as high of a vibration as you could possibly reach, selflessly loving the flame so that it could return to being what it was, with an additional point of view, yours. A new and continuing insight being more than it had been. Adding to, not selfishly take from, what it was in the beginning, The Sun.
To take it another step, now knowing, that the glob of wax and the wick, will simply become again what it once was. Would not you have given more to the Earth and her life, than what you took away and selfishly used. Since that is where the selfish part of you will remain, just maybe it would have been beneficial for you both, if you had made an effort to give her a more beautiful and fulfilling life, for her to give to those lives that she sustains. Think About It. Now try to expand your understanding, and try to think about it on a much larger, Universal scale. Then add all the Flames from all the candles, doing the same thing. Mind boggling? Yes, I suppose it still could be, to a glob of wax and a wick, or what’s left of it.
You aren’t really just a candle, though you just might be able now, to see a similarity. Raise the vibration of your conscientiousness, then think about it again. If you choose to do so, or you can just go back to the game you were playing before this one started. As always the choice is still yours.
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Well that would make them want to run back to the game they were playing.....Pfft, I tried.
A Raise In Consciousness 5-30-08
5-30-07
I have now raised my conscious vibration to exceed the imagined confines of the playing field. Beyond the heavy, slow, low vibration of the Earth, in which we have unwittingly enslaved ourselves. I have once again glimpsed, and felt the true selfless love of the freedom, that is our birthright from the beginning. For those few moments (which was three hours, in this slower vibration) I remembered, and experienced being One with all life of the Universe. Individual, vibrational colors, sounds, movements and tones, intricately intertwined. Alive with interacting movement, attracting, repelling, spiraling, individual notes, if you will, moving together as One divinely inspired symphony. I felt as though I was the Uni-verse, the One-song, linked together with eternity. One with all that there is.
With one simple thought of those I left behind, I was back in the imagined confines of this lower vibration. I again felt the illusion of separateness, and I wept. Not only for the illusion of separateness, but also for the beautiful memory of my true nature, to be One with all life in and of the Universe.
Within this slower vibration, I can still recall the feeling of being One with that glorious symphony, though I can no longer hear the melody.
I have now raised my conscious vibration to exceed the imagined confines of the playing field. Beyond the heavy, slow, low vibration of the Earth, in which we have unwittingly enslaved ourselves. I have once again glimpsed, and felt the true selfless love of the freedom, that is our birthright from the beginning. For those few moments (which was three hours, in this slower vibration) I remembered, and experienced being One with all life of the Universe. Individual, vibrational colors, sounds, movements and tones, intricately intertwined. Alive with interacting movement, attracting, repelling, spiraling, individual notes, if you will, moving together as One divinely inspired symphony. I felt as though I was the Uni-verse, the One-song, linked together with eternity. One with all that there is.
With one simple thought of those I left behind, I was back in the imagined confines of this lower vibration. I again felt the illusion of separateness, and I wept. Not only for the illusion of separateness, but also for the beautiful memory of my true nature, to be One with all life in and of the Universe.
Within this slower vibration, I can still recall the feeling of being One with that glorious symphony, though I can no longer hear the melody.
Answer To Illusion Question 4-15-07
4 - 15 - 07
The answers to all the above questions is "yes", as confusing as that my be. There is a material world, with a history, and it is also Illusion. Material Law, as we know it, only applies to this three dimensional realm. However, Universal Law always applies, no matter what dimension you are in. Some laws, like gravity for instance, are relative depending on the Material Laws of the dimensional realm you are inhabiting. The single most vast illusion, where by you think you are separate, at least in part, from the "Source", is just that, an illusion. No entity is now, or has ever been separate from the "Source". This is an unchangeable Universal Law. This is an illusion solely dependent upon the vibration in which you, yourself have decided to "play the game". Your individual outcome, and the outcome of the game is based on this fact. However, you can change your individual vibration or level on which you play. This is not only done by completed quests, but also by changing the vibration and tone in which you individually play. This not only takes great knowledge of the game, but also extreme effort on the part of each entity to attune itself to the level or vibration in which he wishes to play. As Truth is not always "good", an individual entity or group can also remain on the level they are in, or even move to a lower level of consciousness. This is of course totally a matter of choice.
The answers to all the above questions is "yes", as confusing as that my be. There is a material world, with a history, and it is also Illusion. Material Law, as we know it, only applies to this three dimensional realm. However, Universal Law always applies, no matter what dimension you are in. Some laws, like gravity for instance, are relative depending on the Material Laws of the dimensional realm you are inhabiting. The single most vast illusion, where by you think you are separate, at least in part, from the "Source", is just that, an illusion. No entity is now, or has ever been separate from the "Source". This is an unchangeable Universal Law. This is an illusion solely dependent upon the vibration in which you, yourself have decided to "play the game". Your individual outcome, and the outcome of the game is based on this fact. However, you can change your individual vibration or level on which you play. This is not only done by completed quests, but also by changing the vibration and tone in which you individually play. This not only takes great knowledge of the game, but also extreme effort on the part of each entity to attune itself to the level or vibration in which he wishes to play. As Truth is not always "good", an individual entity or group can also remain on the level they are in, or even move to a lower level of consciousness. This is of course totally a matter of choice.
Questioning The Illusion 4-13-07
4 - 13 - 07
The Part of this thought I’m working on now...is...hummm...is there a material world at all, or is that also part of the illusion, that happened when we separated from the "Source" as an individual part of the whole, and entered this three dimensional realm. Is there a "reality" or is there the illusion of reality in which other entities (parts of the whole) are also "inputting" their illusion of reality in a sort of collective conscientiousness, that is effecting your individual illusion of reality?
Is this all a sort of "video game" in which we have become so involved in and attune to, that we now believe this is all that exists (separating ourselves even farther apart from the "Source")? Is there no material world, just an agreed upon illusion of the format on which the game will be played? If we "died" during the game, can we decide to come back into the same game, with it’s already established rules, as a different player? Now, after the answer to that question is established; If all, or most of the entities involved in the game, come to the same conclusion, (the same ending) is the game over? Can we then elect to play the same game again, or move on to another game in another dimension. Further more, can we actually go far enough to decide not to play at all?
The Part of this thought I’m working on now...is...hummm...is there a material world at all, or is that also part of the illusion, that happened when we separated from the "Source" as an individual part of the whole, and entered this three dimensional realm. Is there a "reality" or is there the illusion of reality in which other entities (parts of the whole) are also "inputting" their illusion of reality in a sort of collective conscientiousness, that is effecting your individual illusion of reality?
Is this all a sort of "video game" in which we have become so involved in and attune to, that we now believe this is all that exists (separating ourselves even farther apart from the "Source")? Is there no material world, just an agreed upon illusion of the format on which the game will be played? If we "died" during the game, can we decide to come back into the same game, with it’s already established rules, as a different player? Now, after the answer to that question is established; If all, or most of the entities involved in the game, come to the same conclusion, (the same ending) is the game over? Can we then elect to play the same game again, or move on to another game in another dimension. Further more, can we actually go far enough to decide not to play at all?
Different Laws. 4-10-07
4 -10 - 07
Well, that little spark of divinely inspired hope is dyeing with new realizations. There are several small bits of Truth that I have found and understand. The first one that must be dealt with is that all Truth is not "Good". The second is that there are two sets of Laws. By far, in my opinion, the greatest of these is Universal Law. These are Laws that encompass Mathematics (geometry, physics and quantum realities) and Music (vibrations, tones and harmony). These are unbreakable laws. They are not debatable, nor are they changeable. This is also the "Law Of One".
Then there is Material Law. Material Law, is a 3 dimensional law, where by one or more entities, within that dimension, imposes the illusion of power over other entities, based on material wealth. This is of course not True Law. However, this illusion works within this dimension due to a second factor. The intentionally manifested illusion that all entities born into this material dimension, are created equal. This helps make Material Law work for those in power.
Well, that little spark of divinely inspired hope is dyeing with new realizations. There are several small bits of Truth that I have found and understand. The first one that must be dealt with is that all Truth is not "Good". The second is that there are two sets of Laws. By far, in my opinion, the greatest of these is Universal Law. These are Laws that encompass Mathematics (geometry, physics and quantum realities) and Music (vibrations, tones and harmony). These are unbreakable laws. They are not debatable, nor are they changeable. This is also the "Law Of One".
Then there is Material Law. Material Law, is a 3 dimensional law, where by one or more entities, within that dimension, imposes the illusion of power over other entities, based on material wealth. This is of course not True Law. However, this illusion works within this dimension due to a second factor. The intentionally manifested illusion that all entities born into this material dimension, are created equal. This helps make Material Law work for those in power.
A New Hope 3-22-07
3-22-07
There are a handful of people who are uncovering the "ancient text" from many lands. The Egyptian, Esceene, Hopi, Mayan, I Ching and others are being decoded and translated, mathematically figured, and compared. Possibly if this ancient knowledge were to be shared openly with the whole human race, something may awaken within them in time to save them from themselves. If not, well, I suppose the loss will be greater than I hoped, but I’m sure, exactly the way it’s meant to be.
The few that are trying to give the knowledge to all they can reach, are being met with shamefully closed minds and hearts. Unfortunately, these few enlightened teachers have to be turned away by the many to find the few who are also searching. Searching for the long lost answers of who we are, where we came from, why we are here, and where we are going. I truly hope that they are greatly rewarded for their restless effort to share the knowledge they have found with others who are still desperately digging for truth.
I am very grateful to have discovered that there is still a small minority of truly, caring, loving people who are selflessly giving to others what they themselves have received, simply because it is the right thing to do. It is wonderful to know that all will not be lost in the in the vastness of the changes that have happened, are happening now, and that will come. Our Consciousness will survive the evolution of the new cycle.
There are a handful of people who are uncovering the "ancient text" from many lands. The Egyptian, Esceene, Hopi, Mayan, I Ching and others are being decoded and translated, mathematically figured, and compared. Possibly if this ancient knowledge were to be shared openly with the whole human race, something may awaken within them in time to save them from themselves. If not, well, I suppose the loss will be greater than I hoped, but I’m sure, exactly the way it’s meant to be.
The few that are trying to give the knowledge to all they can reach, are being met with shamefully closed minds and hearts. Unfortunately, these few enlightened teachers have to be turned away by the many to find the few who are also searching. Searching for the long lost answers of who we are, where we came from, why we are here, and where we are going. I truly hope that they are greatly rewarded for their restless effort to share the knowledge they have found with others who are still desperately digging for truth.
I am very grateful to have discovered that there is still a small minority of truly, caring, loving people who are selflessly giving to others what they themselves have received, simply because it is the right thing to do. It is wonderful to know that all will not be lost in the in the vastness of the changes that have happened, are happening now, and that will come. Our Consciousness will survive the evolution of the new cycle.
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